複雜

心情有時候很複雜.
我承認我真的是一個沒有主見的人.
所以對於我來說.
做選擇是我最不想做的事.

我不喜歡做決定是因為.
我怕我會做錯決定.
況且我現在也過得很好.

我其實真的很怕習慣依賴一個人.
當自己依賴一個人.
我就已經可以做出心理準備.
等待噩夢的發生.

我現在過得很開心因為我需要人陪的時候有人會陪我.
如果我凌晨睡不著,我都不會怕沒有事做.
因為我知道我告訴你,你一定會陪我到我眼睡為止.

有時真的會自己問自己.
我真的有那麼大的影響力嗎?
我想怎樣就可以怎樣的.
我做些什麼,你都不會生氣的.
而且你比我更加緊張我自己的事.
我遇到問題你會幫我想辦法解決.

很多東西,不用說出口.
我其實也感受得到的.

唯獨在你身邊我才可以做個刁蠻的女孩

半日遊

下面的幾張照片是22號那天.
我跟朋友上雲頂clubbing的照片.
現在才拿到照片.
所以現在才上傳.


Yuki Yeong & Me


Ah Chu & Me


John Poon & Ah Chu


Me,Seed Fen,Fenny Fen&Mandy


Ah Bi,Me and Guan Quan

27 Dec 2010


>>♥ 半日遊 ♥ <<

今天下午載阿朱出去做工後.
我跟我的Dear Keikei就去Times Square,金河還有Pavillion走走啦.
我們真的超得空的.
漫無目的地走.

現在服飾店都還在Mega Sales中.
但是我就不是很有mood要買衣.
我以前瘋狂喜歡買衣的隱去了哪裡啊?
我也不知道.
過後還是進了Cotton on買了兩件普通的衣.
賣完後就跟Keikei去拍拍照.
我們今天拍的照片就在下面啦.


Dear Keikei






Keikei是不是很靚女呢?
可以去選美了啦.
她是我最要好的朋友.
我們不曾吵過架.

每次我回到家鄉.
我都一定會找她.
我們時常都黏在一起.
無論去哪裡都不會忽略對方.

朋友是我們人生中最重要的角色.
因為真正的好朋友是會
你不出聲,她心裡也會感覺得到你怎麼了.
所以每個人都必須懂得如何對待自己的朋友.

如果你不好好對待關心你的朋友.
總有一天你的朋友會對你你絕望的.
你朋友對你絕望的那一刻.
你可知道你自己已有好幾次無意又或者有意地.
用刀刺在你朋友的心口上.

所以請不要等到沒朋友的時候才來覺得後悔.
已經太遲了.
也不要一直在心裡埋怨你朋友如何對待你.
自己應該先想想你當初怎樣對待自己的朋友.


每個人該知道就算多麼厚的友情經過多次的傷害.
也會有慢慢淡的一天.
因為有問題的友情.
會令到當初真正把你當好朋友的朋友們不知如何面對你.


請珍惜身邊真正把你當好朋友的朋友們

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這麼久才上來更新我的部落格.
沒有辦法啦.
朋友回來,所以都跟朋友出去玩.
這星期好像做了很多工這樣.
累到我剩下半條命.

救命啊!!
我整個人腰酸背痛到就來斷啦.



20 DEC 2010
謝謝KEI CHEE.
她新加坡回來啦.
買了一個娃娃給我.
圖片上面短頭髮粉紅色的娃娃就是她送我的.
超可愛的.

21DEC2010
官泉,阿比他們回來啦.
又有人陪我啦.
這一天,我們晚上搞了個bbq.
bbq完,就和就談天.
玩到有夠顛的.
喝酒喝到嘔.
辛苦到我不想醒.
這還是第一次.
害怕嘔的感覺.
當天還幫官泉提早慶祝他20歲的生日.
可是不好玩的.
因為他早就拆穿我們要做什麼了的.
這一天也蠻開心的因為跟很多之前不熟的朋友一起玩.

22DEC2010
晚上我們就兩架車上雲頂clubbing啦.
嘻嘻,大膽的官泉將他的Vios給我架上雲頂.
也不知道為何他會相信我.
應該是買了很重的保險吧.
我很乖,clubbing時酒沒喝超過一杯.
在裡面跳跳舞也蠻爽的.
可是很累咯.
在裡面給男生擋住的時候,是你出現抱著我牽我手帶我離開的.
你應該是覺得我不妥吧.
所以過後你拉我出去走走,買礦泉水給我喝.
玩到早上我們就下山回家啦.

23DEC2010
下午2點,官泉本來要帶我上文東弄我的P License的.
因為我昨晚回到家告訴他.
我找不到啊,好像不見了.
哪裡知道,在他要帶我去弄之前.
我找到了.
過後我們就跟阿朱,阿比還有潘權去吃東西.
吃飽了,就做摩托逛街.
好久都沒有做摩托了.
一邊坐摩托一邊吃冰淇淋,很爽.
過後我還叫官泉給我架.
我不會架摩托的咯,超爛的.
給我架到搖來搖去.
晚上8點多,去吃糖水.
官泉和阿比就回新加坡啦.

24DEC2010
今天阿朱也出回去kl做工啦.

我要在這裡大喊‘我很累啊!!’
就是喜歡跟你們在一起的日子.
因為跟你們在一起真的很好玩.

I MISS YOU, BABE

3 Babe

♥ I MISS YOU ♥

Do you know what my feeling now?
I think you won't know.

Do you know someone are worried about you?
Yar,I'm appreciate you tell me what are you doing now.
But you know I'm disagree what you are doing.

What can I do.
NONTHING
Just pray and hope you will be safe and happy.
That's the only way I can do.

Take care yourself
I really care about you ♥

你们有路吗？？

这个跟我合照的男生是我的好朋友阿杰.

他回来家乡休息啦.

而我也在家乡.

在家乡平时陪我出街的朋友.
都去了新加坡.
所以闷死了.

这两天我都跟他出去喝茶谈天.
可以说是跟他的老同一起喝茶.
嘻嘻,可是我跟他的朋友不是很熟.
我们两个有够好笑的.
虽然是坐在同一桌.
但我们两个谈我们两个的.

他的朋友都很好奇.
会问我们你们两个谈恋爱啊?
哎哟!听到这个会傻笑呢.
怎么可能.
我跟他是纯100%的好朋友啊.

今天喝茶也一样.
他的朋友问他.
你们两个有路的啊?
我们两个都在笑.
说没有啦.
过后他朋友就问他一个问题要他答.
做么你每次回来都找JESIN的?
阿杰也答不出.

其实我也不懂为什么.
已经好几次跟男生出街.
别人都会怀疑我们的关系呢.
可是我们有没有亲密动作啊.
为什么别人活这么觉得呢?

但这问题不重要啦.
我只知道我的朋友们.
都很疼我.
回来会告诉我.
会找我出去玩还有喝茶谈天.

朋友其实不是拿数量来比较的.
真心的朋友.
就算再少自己也会觉得满足.

Amy's 18th Birthday celebration

Wohoo!!
Our Sem2 final examination was end-
FREEDOM jor.


Amy

First,I would like to wish Amy Happy Birthday.
Sorry for celebrated your birthday at late.
We then went to a restaurant 'THE SHIP' to having our dinner.
It's located at Jalan Bkt Bintang.
This was the first time I be there.
The environment in this restaurant was good.





Baby girl's with Amy

Gentlement's with Amy

Kent and Amy

The waiter that wear the sailoruniform and giving services

Alcoholic drinks

Pui Yee meal

Amy's meal

My meal-Black pepper chicken

Peggy,Vivian,Bread Wey and me

We all 38 rush to go in to the toilet of the restaurant to take pic.

The toilet is so small.

7 of the bitch crammed in the toilet.

Gosh..How warm was us...

me,Amy,Vivian,Pui Yee,Andy

After dinner,we take picture at outside the restaurant.

This day was the memorable day for all of us.

I'm happy to be with all of you guys.

Hope to have the next gathering soon.

SUBWAY

3 DEC 2010

Having breakfast with my collegeous at Subway.


7 of us join together to order.


I ♥ this photo so much.
It look natural [smile + no make up].
Thanks Vi-vian helping me to take it.

This is Pui Yee.
She is taking her soft drink.
Don't know why Vi-vian keep exciting when the moment the ice was dropping.
Haiz,Vi-vian ah.
Don't know how to describe her.
Just a girl has a special smile voice and to smile at everytime.

This is Amy.
A girl that is intelligent.
She like to take photo at everytime.

2 DEC 2010

When the day, I were finish my class.
As usual go take my car and go back home.
When I getting near to my car.
OH.....
I saw the number plate of my car was spoilt.
And some of it was dropping on the floor.

Haiz,I get shock.
But luckily my car are not getting a serious crash.

After that,
I only saw a paper that slip on my car whipper.
The paper was include a message as below.
Hi I just hit your car.
I'm sorry.
This is my number ×××××××××.
Why the earth still got such a honest people like this yar.
Just want to say Thank You for him because he is resposibe.


Hope won't have accident will happen again ♥

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几百年前的照片

现在想想,我真的很久都没有自拍啦.
是时候找个时间来自恋自恋下.
但是真的很懒哦.

就来要圣诞节--跨年2011--新年
时间真的过得很快.
不知不觉,我长大啦,要等着老啦.
我想就快没得听别人对我说18岁bok bok脆这句话啦.
嘻嘻,但是无所谓啦.
我不在乎.

多一个星期,我就要考试咯.
剩下的时间不多,但是我都还不甘愿死去读书.
可能这个就是我对读书的态度.
还未到最后一分钟,我都不会去温书的.
每一次都是等到考试的前一天才甘愿赶着读.
真是自己拿来的.

不讲读书啦.
讲别的,因为讲读书很闷的.
但是又有什么东西能说呢?
喔喔喔............
我想到啦.
今天在学院搭电梯.
竟然温lift啊.
张那么大还是第一次呢.
大家并没有害怕,反而在里面一直开玩笑.
等别人来救我们.
在里面大概待了10多分钟,总于可以出来啦.
我看再久一点我就快要窒息啦.
不好再有下次.

30 NOV 2010 完


You are the only one in my heart ♥

25 NOV 2010

Today having presentation on the early morning.

The photo at above was the photo that we take in this morning.

All of us was attire with formal.

This were the friends that I meet in college.

I didn't take a lot of picture today.

Because my eyes was so pain and it was become red.

I didn't wear contacat lens and even spectacles when I having my presentation.

I having presentation with my partner, Vi-vian.

Sorry,I'm not well prepare and I also not feeling well on this morning.

My tears was keep dropping cause by the pain of my eyes.

AFTER PRESENTATION..................

We decide to having dinner in a new restaurant that just open.

The restaurant name was Little Taiwan.

After we finish our lunch,we sat at there and start to chit chat.

Have a nice afternoon with my college friends.

After this, I decide to skip the next class today.

Because my eyes really so pain.

I'm feel uncomfortable and I need to rest.

Hence,I go back my hostel.

I will pray for you.
Hope you will get well soon from your sickness ♥

绝望

唯有对世界绝望的人 才不会害怕死亡的降临

其实我和喜欢这句话.
因为我很赞同这个想法.

最近跟一个朋友谈天.
但我们的话题都一直是死死死的.
死的话题也已经算是我们用来当玩笑的话题.

可能对我们来说.
死亡已经不算什么.
对这两个字并没有太大的恐惧.

因为人逼近还是有面临死亡的一天.
早死迟死一切都是天注定的啊.
我们根本就没权利去忧心.

有时总觉得能够早死的人.
他们的人生会过得比较快乐.
因为当人一死亡.
就证明他们已经成功解脱啦.
不必去烦恼做凡人在凡间须烦恼的事.

看透这世界
对世界已不再有希望
剩下的也只有绝望
一个人才有勇气 把生死交由天决定
更加不会因为恐惧 而害怕离开这没希望世界

Wedding Dinner

星期五,晚上

好久没喝喜酒咯.

这天妈咪带我们一家人去和亲戚的喜酒.

我阿伯嫁女儿.

其实算是很亲的亲戚.

可是呢.

我本来就有点不想出席.

因为我跟他们不常联络.

去到那里是谁我都不懂.

我是最大的.

又要叫人哦.

别人都认得我是谁.

而我却,不知道他们是谁.

真paiseh.

阿伯说,得空叫我妈咪带我们去文德甲.

因为如果现在不联络.

我们小的,以后就会失去联络.

希望我们能保持联络啦. =)

祝结婚的新人.

能幸福的过每一天 ♥

Insomnia

最近严重失眠.

可以在睡觉以后.

醒来两三次.

醒来后,会傻傻的拿电话看看到底几点.

过后又把电话放回原位.

躺在床上翻来翻去一段时间才睡得着.

FUCK

多久没试过这种生活啦.

我不想要这种生活

我脑海烦恼的.

你却不晓得.

算了吧,本来你就觉得我有自己解决的能力.

昨天眼睛应该是敏感红了.

肩膀又很酸痛.

咳嗽咳到我七彩.

超不舒服的.

讨厌生病.

GOD

I praise you

I know you have such incredible power

Please bring all the pressure and my problem away

I hope to have a healthy life

Thx GOD ♥

My LIFE

Is just a childish photo

Actually I dont know how to describe my life.
Maybe can describe as so relax.
'无忧无虑' I think this 4 chinese word is best to describe my life.

That day having a lunch at Black Cannyon with my collegeous.

The foods and drinks in this restaurant are nice.

All the picture of food in the recipe is actually same with the real food it serve.

We spent about Rm17 each but with 15% of student discount.

For a student to have a meal everyday on this price is actually expensive.

But sometimes we need to enjoy our life yar.

The price is not important.

Be a human

Many of them is worry about their :-

-Money

-Family problem

-Lover

(and others)

For me...

I will cherish all the things that GOD gave me.

I no need to worried many things in my life.

Cause my mother will help me to settle it.

The things that I wish to want.

If can, my mom will fullfill all my need.

I know I;m a happiness child compare to others.

My mom will give me unlimited freedom.

So,I can do many things that I like to do.

What I worried now was :-

-When I can lost my weight

-What cloth should I buy when CNY

-How to change my hairstyle

-Where I should go for travelling
-When I want to going clubbing

(All the things that I worried is just not so important)

I will try my best to save my money XD

Thx GOD

For giving a happiness LIFE to me
Hope all my wish will come true

Sweet Moment

I miss you ♥
Having a call from you today.


Is kinda sweet.
♥ it so much.

Nice drawing

Is very cute

You are so boring having a trip with your friends at Port Dickson.
Then you sit under a tree on the beach and calling me.

Chat with me about your trips.
You say you already drawing some picture on the sand.
Then you send the picture for me.
The picture are so nice.
I ♥ it so much.

Thank you ♥

RESULT

Finally,I get my first semester result.
This was the first test that I study at college.



I get shock when I saw my result. [CGPA 3.46]
Actually for me is already considered as quite good.

Cause I really didn't put many effort to face my exam.
Every subject I almost take one day or half day to do my revision.
Cause before exam,I was go back my hometown.
I spend more of my times with my friends.
So didn't have enough time for me to do revision.

But I still feel not enough.
Cause one of my subject get C.
It make my CGPA to drop.
Hope to have good result on my second semester too.

When I get my result.
I just think that I need to tell you what was my result.
Is you the one who always ask me to study hard.
Don't give up.
You are the one who comfort me.
When you know I'm nervous before I having my exam.
You know I scare I cant handle my exam.
But you tell me I sure can do it.
Thank you for your support.
PROMISE YOU study hard.

Say thank you to my dear, Keikei too.
Cause she also have send a message to me before I taking my exam.

No choice for me,I just know I need to study hard ♥

Happy Birthday to my boy

Happy 20th Birthday to MR.Choo

10月16号,星期六





下午3点,我们说好了去Times Square走街街啦.
我的猪先生,又叫都叫不醒啦.<气死>
过后到了那里,不知什么特别节日.
超多人的.
好多马来人,多到自己都觉得恐怖.
过后我们就走上走下.
走了还几圈,因为吃东西的地方都很多人.
过后我们去old town享用了我们的午餐.
吃完午餐,我们就一起回加叻.
过后回加叻吃晚餐,超紧张的.

10月17号,星期日




我们下Quattro clubbing咯.
要21岁才能进.
我才18,过后阿杰塞钱带我们进去啦.
他说最重要大家开心.
进到去就喝酒啦.
一开始大家还很斯文.
过后听到音乐不行啦.
进去就是要摇吗.
超爽的.
我跟阿杰还去找DJ叫他帮我们跟猪先生说生日快乐.
我们喝到走路都走不稳啊.
阿杰就库着我要不就拉着我.
哈哈,走楼梯下来我们2个还差点跌倒.
真的好笑,阿杰知道我的pattern.
所以我们玩到很熟.
这次是我第一次跟猪先生一起去clubbing.
跟他clubbing时真的很开心.
里面发生的事超疯狂的.
他生日,可是我也一样开心.

10月18号,星期一


他问我为什么我笑到那么勉强.
没有啦,只是素颜我自己都不会拍照.

我,阿琪,猪心跟阿寺就在我家帮他庆祝.
看得出他真的很开心.
嘻嘻.不懂为什么.
这一天的他很帅.
可能是穿黄衣的关系.
过后就唱歌切蛋糕啦.
老实说这是我第一次帮他庆祝生日.
嗯,过后他说要切一块大的蛋糕给一个人先.
哪里知道是给我的.
真的想不到咯.
嘻嘻,他真的很疼我.
所以我也很疼他.

10月19号,星期二

我们就一起回kl啦.
他要回去Bukit Bintang做工.
我要回Subang读书.
我们两个有时候真的很像小孩子.
超可爱的.
你发的那个爱的鼓励的信息.
我看到都会傻笑.
是啦,答应你我会乖乖读书啦.

I just hope you will be happy.
You are the one who only know
What are my feeling
What I need
You treat me so good.
ＬＯＶＥ　ｙｏｕ